Had a lot of ups and downs...

Made an A on my last math test which was pretty awesome!!!
Could be doing better in spanish. :/ Made a D on the first biolgoy test.. not that good ... Made a C on the 2nd one which was better and i am happy about! :-) Got the wisdom teeth out.. It was a lot of
$$$ and I was nervous about get it done.. but it I saved some money by not being put to sleep.

Everyone made it sound so horrible but it wasn't so bad. I was oh they're cutting my gum and I saw blood on the doctors gloves.. I took pain medication before. It was funny my friend marcos went to a church which has some sketchy stuff and a friend of his offered him some ibeprofen . So i tell him I've taken 6 ibeprofen he was like what.....? hahahh.

Don't worry it was for the surgery only. I took my pain meds and had ice which helped. Was hungry a bit ate but not as much as i wanted.. I had ice cream, grits, soup and jello. The first time i took the pain medication pill it made me really tired so I slept for a few hours. It was pretty funny it took me about 3 times to swallow the pill. My tongue was huge it would get stuck underneath my tongue and it tasted bad. It was all during my spiring break by the way. Kay was nice and made me grits, I had chipmunk cheeks and but it wasn't so bad.

I didn't really do much during my spring break. I went to a wedding of my friends mom and that was pretty fun... Kay had her wisdom teeth taken out but she is doing fine. A stupid guy at school was talking about me and asked if i was in 7th grade .. i told him no and I am just short and he's all "daang you're short as hell." that really ticked me off. >_< Kay wrote about me for english . :-) she had to write about someone beautiful so that was sweet. A jerk guy J i talked to is talking to my friend.. :/ I found a bunch of stuff I lost part of my tankini swimsuit ,sunglasses, camera batteries .

adele got kicked out of the house because she was not coming home. My parents had to come to that decision sadly since she would not listen.. :-( She is staying at a friends.. some people brought one of gypsy's old puppies and she was adorable. :-) I had a really crappy day last week driving with dad which ended up with me in tears after I got home he had a bad day too and it was a day i made a lot of mistakes can't seem to do anything right and dad was upset with me I could tell and it made me self-conscious and then really I couldn't do anything right i feel like i'm 10 years old again and I think no matter what i do he'll be mad at me..

he made me practice parking straight when all i want to do is go home.He said we would stay out there until I got it right. I am upset and frustrated and he doesn't care. I can't think straight let alone drive.He made me not want to drive at all. I am still driving with him and so far it's gone ok.I also found my ipod thankfully.. I am looking at tickets for WA . Been trying to have more quiet time with God . might have a writing in the works. So that has been my life lately..

I am tired... Really tired. i feel a lot people don't take me seriously. If I work hard at something and with God and maybe some help I can do it. I am very good at being there for people. I am not perfect and don't claim to be but I try to be a good listener and get what people are going through. I can be very funny I am a huge dork at times but I also can be good at being distracting . Do I try to hard? I can be there for people be funny ... maybe you need to take people more seriously. think about it.

School and future plans..

Well as usual life has its ups and downs. They ended up not needing anymore teachers with my thursday job so that really stinks. But I did get a few babysitting gigs which is nice. School has been going pretty well.. literature can be depressing at times.Biology is confusing and so is math at times.Spanish class is long. I broke a test tube in biology lab.. It was funny I let my teacher use my stress ball as an example in math class. Oh something interesting is I babysat valentines night which was fun - silly seven year olds. My dad gave me a small thing of chocolates I wore pink to go with the holiday. Helped out in sunday school as usual that was fun. The next day my friend ended up getting me lots of stuff which surprised me hahahah. I was single on the holiday once again but oh well it is life and as i always say to people it's life..if you open up your eyes you'll find that it gets better all the time time time time time time.' :-) Sugarland is awesome. Me and kay are going to get our wisdom teeth taken out so that should be fun.. not.. The big news is that.. I GOT THE JOB IN OREGON!!!!!! I KNOW!! I am really excited. ( if you couldn't tell..) So I will get to work in oregon this summer with oldest possible kids being 5 ..i will be near the beach with my best friend liz by the way who got the job and we could possible even be roommates! WOHOO!!! :-D but we shall see and if we're not then that'll be ok. I will leave in Late may most likely and will get back in september. it will be awesome. :-) it's a christian place working with kids . So this summer shall be exciting! I will take a few online classes so I can have more time for work and hopefully work more this fall. Pray for me and wish me luck folks! I went to go see valentines day with my friend jenny that was fun... loved taylor was in it but didn't like how they had her act a bit .. idk.. i started singing in the movie theather when today was a fairytale came on. haha.

Well school has been good. I am taking biology, college algebra, spanish 2 and my 1st online class introduction to literature. they're all going ok.

1st math test didn't go so well eh but biology is really cool cuz my friend jana is in there.My lab partner tracy is really cool too. In math it's kinda funny i know some people from math 080 and me and this one girl used to always sit together and it's how it turned out for college algebra as well. Introduction to literature is going pretty well which is good.

Work at providence is going pretty well..other work not so sure now so that sucks. :-/ well we had some snow which was pretty cool! Kay and adele were gone. kay was at a friends house and adele was in raleigh. i went and played in the snow by myself haha. I made a mini snowman

made a few new friends and talking with old ones.. like Tracy my lab partner and Justin a guy randomly met at rccc haha. Then good old friends marcos, jana , monica , audrey in math who i sat next too ..Jessica from spanish ended up being in my spanish 2. Hanging out with my jen tomorrow i haven't seen her in forever so i'm excited and then saturday i think monica is coming over so that should be fun. then sunday she was wanting to help me and my mom with the 4 year olds. we'll see how that goes.

I am done with school for the semester and am currently on break. It has been fun. I made 1 c 3 b's and one A :-) wohoo! last bit was hard.. it helped I didn't have to take the math exam and then the last edu 119 test wasn't really a final it was just an ordinary test which was nice. Hung out with thomas and kay some which has been fun, my boyfriend blake, hoping to hang out with my friend marissa soon. Christmas was good . Christmas eve went to a party with blake and then the christmas eve service. pretty different then when i used to play monopoly with my two sisters watch rudolf and the grinch every year.

We've all grown up now... but it had to happen.Anyways it was funny my dad and i had to try and find eggs christmast eve night.. it was crazy. everywhere was either closed or they did not have eggs. Walmart was closed. We had to come home and do without . Found out thomas loved the mac kay got for him ( of course who wouldn't?) then christmas day has the present opening . Everyone liked what they got. I went to a christmas party with blake which was fun. I gave blake his mini glittery lava lamp, coffee mug with coffee beans on it, and his thermos. I think he liked it. He also got friendship bread my mom made. He WOULD have gotten brownies but with not having any eggs yeah... The day after Christmas mom and dad went to raleigh to be close to where the harper christmas was at memas nursing home so me kay and thomas went to memas nursing home the next morning it was a long drive but got there with good timing and everyone was there. it was nice. We had a gift exchange and kept it simple put a number on a gift we drew numbers and you go get your gift. I got wine. And a candle. :-O haha . And now it's almost the new year.. wow. Hopefully will sell books soon and get my new ones. School starts January the 11th fun stuff..

news..

wow has it seriously been that long? wow .. I've been busy with school . well okay with school and facebook.. :-P seriously though homework stinks. Anyways ... lately that's what I've been doing been doing pretty well with classes.. Spanish is iffy . :-/ English i need to work on but i REALLY don't want too.. ha. math is going pretty well edu 119 pretty sure doing really well ... no really big news for the most part doing school.. Adele and Steven moved out then in with his parents . He has a job at billy graham . Adele got another job for the holidays at Christopher and banks. Kay is currently at Thomas's cousins house i think it is for thanksgiving. mom and dad are doing well mom's working dad's taking me to school as usual. i finished the driving with the instructor and am now driving with dad which for the most part has gone pretty well. no more accidents. yaay.but yes .. biggest thing is i started hanging out with my friend blake a lot ... he's in my English class. we started talking over email and found we both like Taylor swift. We went to go hang out at the mall went to starbucks took some pictures and even a video and saw couples retreat it was fun. :-) then after we made soda with our soda maker . We talked some more at school, meant to go see new moon the next week but it was sold out we met some people from school walked around mall with the mall went to their house and watched family guy which was fun. Joked about how poor matthew was the only one who didn't see anyone he knew me blake and audrey all saw someone... hanging with l audrey and matthew was cool. Then blake invited me to thanksgiving at his church and i got to meet his grandparents... as his girlfriend. :-) yes tis true tis true. they were all really nice. The food was really good too. After that monday he was in the student center and i tried to scare him but sadly failed.. tuesday english class went well i only had 1 class that day so that was nice. :-D I got to see blake again which was nice we missed each other which stunk but then I got to see him thursday he came thanksgiving afternoon and night and we watched the truman show and snapped tv show about ladies that plan the deaths of their husbands..it was interesting. haha :-) so yes that's what has been going on with me.

update..

My blog has really lived up to it's name with being sporadic haha. hope you guys don't mind. A lot has happened...

I've gotten in my 1st ( minor) car accident but it all turned out ok everyone was fine ladies car got dented mine was pretty much fine.Started school it's been going pretty well .. got a laptop which is pretty aweomse. I have skype now too! wohoo! except the video part kinda hates me? idk what's the problem.. hahah got people excited i got some guys phone number. I met up with him at school and honestly I didn't like how he approached me and I wasn't sure if he was a christian and it just wasn't going to work out. but i was nice yet honest with him.

Anyways so other then that schoolwork.. been staying up late as usual talking to liz haha. I did a driving school thing with this guy and he told me i needed pedal extensions so i'm getting that and will finish practice driving with the guy then I will hopefully get my license. I start work soon so I hope to break the habit of going to bed late but we'll see how that goes.. been writing pretty cool stuff. :-) other then that school... which has been going pretty good. well i'll write later. take care all!