Craziness and normal stuff

Well things have changed a bit and i won't give you the details because it might change again but it might be between 2 options one will cost money one will earn money and one is short one is long and it's just complicated i'm feeling a bit more intimidated i guess about the long one but again i'm trying to just see what God wants it's complicated a lot things try to band together to intimidate me but i listened to my christian playlist and i prayed and kinda took a time out . Which is what i needed . School is ok i guess. i finished history so now i'm just doing math later i'll do grammar and with math it's eh but i'll just work until i stop in may and i'll take the placement test again at community college to see if i can get a better score. My dad recently got disability. :-) yay! so we should get  somehelp with money which we need pretty bad. 

This fall looks crazy hopefully kay will have a car but something will work out i wish i could drive but so far i can't.. But again who knows? we'll see. 

Mostly i've had chuch chores and school all fun stuff. Kay might take me to go see taylor swift so that would be fun i hope we get to do that. :-)

30 hour famine was great by the way!  we raised a lot of money and i did actually sleep outside it wasn't so bad. We had teams to play games to make you think and our team won we got to pick out $50 worth of food for needy people. it was really cool. then we've had a few concerts and those were fun in one i had solo i did ok i think everyone said so . i was really nervous. Then the other concert i didn't but i just always had fun at both .

It's been cool how much my friends have been such good listeners when i need them to be. I just hope soon i can do the same for them if they need it . I'm not as delicate as some people think. And i guess i'm a bit more ready for people to start taking me seriously. I'm tired of how somet things are going with my friends. 

I might start eventually doing more college things but i wish i wasn't so inbetween . Either way things can be awkward for me but oh well. 

I'll write later.