ugh today ugh. loong lesson went ok felt bad zeke crying but yeah. just tonight. stupid knee won't pop. feel bad cuz feel like been a jerk to robert stacy and liz and feel like let people at work down that i've ever done a rec shift with feel like an idiot having to be let in when I have the keys ! i am checking this door think it's locked it's not i'm trying to lock it check it and it is can't get it to unlock and then think i lock it again but don't wayne had to do it. . and then everyone else had to finish i feel bad they all finish 11:15 i'm not there i'm there we finish 11:30. :-/ uggh. really?? makes me feel like i am ocd and too slow. did i put sheet in right place ? feel idiot leading tyler around up running track cuz i have no sense of direction looking for g21 to get his ipod . and i didn't feed my fish. was that girl not supposed to be there?some girl said she wasn't a guest but had permission to be there was guest in past from hawaii?