Well things are ok around here a bit crazy at times and will get crazier but that's ok. I got poison ivy taking branches to the road .. eh oh well. I helped a bit with the easter egg hunt that was fun. A lot of people spread eggs out for a lot of the time and we would unleash the kids and it wouldn't take 2 minutes to pick them up haha.  Wish we could attack the children on our house and yard! :-P but it was fun. We sang sunday and that went well. I always have fun singing in the choir. Well except once. Then yeah nothing much else ...  school work.. i got tax papers to fill out kinda weird it's like since when do i have to do this ? haha. oh well. 

Craziness and normal stuff

Well things have changed a bit and i won't give you the details because it might change again but it might be between 2 options one will cost money one will earn money and one is short one is long and it's just complicated i'm feeling a bit more intimidated i guess about the long one but again i'm trying to just see what God wants it's complicated a lot things try to band together to intimidate me but i listened to my christian playlist and i prayed and kinda took a time out . Which is what i needed . School is ok i guess. i finished history so now i'm just doing math later i'll do grammar and with math it's eh but i'll just work until i stop in may and i'll take the placement test again at community college to see if i can get a better score. My dad recently got disability. :-) yay! so we should get  somehelp with money which we need pretty bad. 

This fall looks crazy hopefully kay will have a car but something will work out i wish i could drive but so far i can't.. But again who knows? we'll see. 

Mostly i've had chuch chores and school all fun stuff. Kay might take me to go see taylor swift so that would be fun i hope we get to do that. :-)

30 hour famine was great by the way!  we raised a lot of money and i did actually sleep outside it wasn't so bad. We had teams to play games to make you think and our team won we got to pick out $50 worth of food for needy people. it was really cool. then we've had a few concerts and those were fun in one i had solo i did ok i think everyone said so . i was really nervous. Then the other concert i didn't but i just always had fun at both .

It's been cool how much my friends have been such good listeners when i need them to be. I just hope soon i can do the same for them if they need it . I'm not as delicate as some people think. And i guess i'm a bit more ready for people to start taking me seriously. I'm tired of how somet things are going with my friends. 

I might start eventually doing more college things but i wish i wasn't so inbetween . Either way things can be awkward for me but oh well. 

I'll write later. 

God is good all the time

Well things have been a little crazy for me trying to decide what's going to happen this summer ..But I've just had to remind myself it's all in God's hands.. I went bowling tonight and my best score was a 66. wasn't too bad for me I think haha.But lately been trying to do school and chores and church stuff I don't think I got a solo but i don't mind so much..I was worried about the tempo and everything anyways and how I would do with it. But in the end we'll see maybe they forgot to email me. Anwyays well I applied for a job but we'll see about it or the camp job I also applied too I hadn't heard from them in a bit so I emailed them they're checking everything out so that's good I guess we'll see.. Anways I was talking to my ' brother' today and it was really cool He was just there and he let me dump on him stuff and he told me he'd pray for me and told me I don't need to worry so much and I said now is the time I'm hoping to cherish but still to be a good steward of this time and make good use of it and he said even the times you think you wasted mean a lot to you , so that was nice to hear. It's a battle in me really. A lot ( even up to kinda now and yesterday..) I was wanting to get way into school ( more of a different reason but still in that I want to get it done sooner..) I did pretty well that day and I think I'll do more school at night and maybe on saturdays but I never do . Oh well . As long as I'm not slacking all the time... haha. Today I got most of my math done so pretty good.. I actually went to the library and got some books so I was reading some today which was nice.  I finished on my own which is about a girl who goes off to college. It was really good made me think of how eventually I hope to do that.. but one step at a time. Tomorrow night is prom get together and saturday hopefully hanging out with a friend and get to meet her friends. so that should be fun i'll write later 

Testing and such

Ugh I was writing this and i accidently x'd out .. and of course it didn't save it but I've just had testing lately it's been pretty cool thinking how i use to always think the high schoolers were so cool and now i'm a senior it's my last year with it and it's not as cool. there wasn't as many people we took short breaks and finished quickly it was cool to think back a lot..  I'm not too worried about the testing I tried my best had to guess with some stuff but I can't change it now . thankfully monday the 1st day they didn't take too long to get started ..Then today after the last day as usual we went to cicis and saw some friends and that was cool . Sunday I find out if i get a solo for church or not i kinda hope not i'm afraid i'd mess up the tempo idk what will happen i think i'll be a back up and maybe asked to sing something else? We'll see but wish me luck ..I'll write later have a good day! 

random

Well mostly i've had me trying to do school, work and that such my thursday work started again a while ago and it's gone pretty well .. that's mostly what's been interesting the 13th i skipped graduation meeting to go to a lock in at church instead that was fun and mom and kay told me what happened so that was good .. i tried out for a solo we shall see idk if i even want it anymore i'm afraid i'll mess up but we'll see..  then valentines day i slept ( fun fun! ) and babysat for the 8 year olds and up while parents watched fireproof it was crazy but finally got the room clean again i'm not as used to that age but with the camp i applied to i 1st asked for 5-9 if i got it i could be with kids as old as 12 which would be taller then but but oh well. i would survive but i dont even have the job yet. 

i finally had my last day with the 5 and 6 years old during sunday school i'm glad it's done but i do think i'll miss them.. but it's not like i won't be able to see them i might go back to helping later. but we'll see i took pictures of them all i've done that a lot before but i just wanted to since it was my last day i had them sign their names most likely not all of them but oh well a few of them were sweet one girl just wanted to get on my lap and then another boy so i had too.. then another one came and hugged me  . :-) but yeah then i had to help a 4 year old that was in there in the bathroom not the most fun but oh well.

went to church  and MY sunday school that was nice glad i'll get to do that more.. oh yeah winterjam was last night that was fun . got more into it later i was so worried i was gonna be dehydrated but i was ok i probably do need to drink more water .. things have been crazy for me for forgive this blog being jumbeled .. i was sick several days ago ate something wrong had crazy bathroom schedule that was so annoying then went to the senior social at a church place was pretty fun..

i ate way too much and am drinking a huge soda but i think now i'm gong to drink water instead :-) i haven't been able to sleep in past few days and won't be able to i have testing this week and then work so.. but friday i will, i'll survive, hopefully.. tonight choir then collective not in it .. tuesdsay gotta record my part i hope i do good in it .. i just gotta be peppy and annoying i'm going over the top with this part i need to get lots of stuff done maybe i'll drink water do a bit of ironing and later get stuff done for testing tomorrow and after i get home get some school or chores done.. i'm glad i'm homeschooled thank you God. kay's sick i hope she feels better soon.. poor kay kay :-(  so that was my very jumbeled blog about what's been going on lately..

YOU'RE 19!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIZZYBETH!!

  so i've had to post this in here i forgot to tell you why unfortunately i right now most likely in another state but did i let that stop me ? no way! Elizabeth lives in WA distance doesn't matter as long as i am able i'm going to do everything in my power to stay in contact with her! 

30 when you look me in the eyes -  I look forward to the day when I can look you in those green eyes( no matter where it is , here , there or in the bermuda triangle ) and tell you i love you. i think i've found my ' home ' in you , i hope you have too. you're the 1st person i hope to be online i miss you when i'm not talking to you a lot , i can be myself when i talk to you and i hope it's that way for you. One reason why i'm doing this is to give you a great birthday and up until , I want to let you know some reasons connected to a song of why i love you and i hope you've liked all of this .  i'm pretty sure i know you can't wait to finally look me in the eyes , and that's a reason why i love you! 

So elizabeth ... go here .. I hope you like it!  I have a playlist you can go to my account and look at it if you want it's got all the songs in the video in order so you can listen to them all. :-)  I LOVE YOU!!!  sorry if sometimes it's hard to read all of something. 

For lizzybeth.. her birthday is tomorrow!!!

Elizabeth is turning 19 soon... so i'm doing everything to try and make sure she has a great birthday and even been working on it longer.. so I have been working on sending a reason why i lover her almost everyday from songs ... you will see more on her birthday if you read this why... so here's one .. i've also sent her some of our funny conversations for a while and that's what's above.. 

29you and me together - This one is easy change the lyrics of the 1st part about problems with other people this could almost be our theme song. Again about it but i don't think the distance will hopefully not break us. baby i'm telling you this again  :  IF somehow we grew apart and we found each other again somehow DON'T hesitate to contact me. I just pray to God that we after that soon we will be able to get back together again but i don't want us to grow apart. 

 If change does come and it DOES happen I just hope to make enough friendship left despite change to keep this  for you ...I want to make this declaration to you : Elizabeth Mae Moberg : come  hell or high water I hope to do everything in my power to always be there for you , I love you so much. I think with you and me together we can break through the barriers that may try and hurt our friendship and you love me too and want to be friends until we die at 114 or so  ( which is good because i'll always be around) ..

  don't let the above depress you by the way the future is so obscure and i'm looking at the logic of how time has strained other friendships but i think with us we will never completely lose ours and i know you think that too which is why i love you !