short and sweet.. like me :-P

wow i haven't posted in a while. I am now graduated. Prom was fun. I went to get hair and nails done that was cool and marissa slept over. I looked pretty good if you say so myself. Adele made me freak out about stuff cleaning for the house for grad. party but it turned out ok. Then graduation was cool glad it's done , watching kay's video made me cry. I'm really glad breanna got to come and graduate. Then a lot of my friends were there , thomas and his cousins, marissa, robyn, chelsey and her mom ,graham darlene, thomas, kara, adele and steven of course. My parents forgot my diploma so they used the speech my mom had written.. oh well. really it was just a blank scroll . oh well. Adele had her reception she wasn't too bad about freaking out about stuff so that was good though I am glad it's over. Now I'm concentrating on getting ready for the mission trip. I'm a student small group leader which is pretty cool . I'm excited for it and hope it goes well. pray for us , we leave saturday!

This month has gone pretty good chores , work , school , giving up on most school ( aka math) haha.  then church stuff ... concerts i forgot when i wrote last so idk but yeah those have been cool had our last collective last week that was kinda sad since i'll be old and graduated in the fall and won't be able to help. i'm not sure if i 'll help with anything with the youth or just do college stuff.. confusing. oh well . i'm sure i'll figure it out!  graduation is getting so close! AHH!  prom is soon too so i'm excited for those! :-)  we have a basically finished patio in our backyard! woohoo! wasn't too fun carrying all those bricks but from the looks of it it's gonna be nice! i let kay do stuff to my hair and i like it! adele got married a few weeks ago and she and her new hubby moved in bit complicated not getting into it but it's been kinda cool having them here. i'm hoping to keep myself busy this summer with work and friends . Kay is leaving the day after graduation which is sad. I'm really excited for the mission trip . We're going to start doing some team stuff which sounds fun and I'm excited! It's coming closer... :-) i'll write later 

Well things are ok around here a bit crazy at times and will get crazier but that's ok. I got poison ivy taking branches to the road .. eh oh well. I helped a bit with the easter egg hunt that was fun. A lot of people spread eggs out for a lot of the time and we would unleash the kids and it wouldn't take 2 minutes to pick them up haha.  Wish we could attack the children on our house and yard! :-P but it was fun. We sang sunday and that went well. I always have fun singing in the choir. Well except once. Then yeah nothing much else ...  school work.. i got tax papers to fill out kinda weird it's like since when do i have to do this ? haha. oh well. 

Craziness and normal stuff

Well things have changed a bit and i won't give you the details because it might change again but it might be between 2 options one will cost money one will earn money and one is short one is long and it's just complicated i'm feeling a bit more intimidated i guess about the long one but again i'm trying to just see what God wants it's complicated a lot things try to band together to intimidate me but i listened to my christian playlist and i prayed and kinda took a time out . Which is what i needed . School is ok i guess. i finished history so now i'm just doing math later i'll do grammar and with math it's eh but i'll just work until i stop in may and i'll take the placement test again at community college to see if i can get a better score. My dad recently got disability. :-) yay! so we should get  somehelp with money which we need pretty bad. 

This fall looks crazy hopefully kay will have a car but something will work out i wish i could drive but so far i can't.. But again who knows? we'll see. 

Mostly i've had chuch chores and school all fun stuff. Kay might take me to go see taylor swift so that would be fun i hope we get to do that. :-)

30 hour famine was great by the way!  we raised a lot of money and i did actually sleep outside it wasn't so bad. We had teams to play games to make you think and our team won we got to pick out $50 worth of food for needy people. it was really cool. then we've had a few concerts and those were fun in one i had solo i did ok i think everyone said so . i was really nervous. Then the other concert i didn't but i just always had fun at both .

It's been cool how much my friends have been such good listeners when i need them to be. I just hope soon i can do the same for them if they need it . I'm not as delicate as some people think. And i guess i'm a bit more ready for people to start taking me seriously. I'm tired of how somet things are going with my friends. 

I might start eventually doing more college things but i wish i wasn't so inbetween . Either way things can be awkward for me but oh well. 

I'll write later. 

God is good all the time

Well things have been a little crazy for me trying to decide what's going to happen this summer ..But I've just had to remind myself it's all in God's hands.. I went bowling tonight and my best score was a 66. wasn't too bad for me I think haha.But lately been trying to do school and chores and church stuff I don't think I got a solo but i don't mind so much..I was worried about the tempo and everything anyways and how I would do with it. But in the end we'll see maybe they forgot to email me. Anwyays well I applied for a job but we'll see about it or the camp job I also applied too I hadn't heard from them in a bit so I emailed them they're checking everything out so that's good I guess we'll see.. Anways I was talking to my ' brother' today and it was really cool He was just there and he let me dump on him stuff and he told me he'd pray for me and told me I don't need to worry so much and I said now is the time I'm hoping to cherish but still to be a good steward of this time and make good use of it and he said even the times you think you wasted mean a lot to you , so that was nice to hear. It's a battle in me really. A lot ( even up to kinda now and yesterday..) I was wanting to get way into school ( more of a different reason but still in that I want to get it done sooner..) I did pretty well that day and I think I'll do more school at night and maybe on saturdays but I never do . Oh well . As long as I'm not slacking all the time... haha. Today I got most of my math done so pretty good.. I actually went to the library and got some books so I was reading some today which was nice.  I finished on my own which is about a girl who goes off to college. It was really good made me think of how eventually I hope to do that.. but one step at a time. Tomorrow night is prom get together and saturday hopefully hanging out with a friend and get to meet her friends. so that should be fun i'll write later 

Testing and such

Ugh I was writing this and i accidently x'd out .. and of course it didn't save it but I've just had testing lately it's been pretty cool thinking how i use to always think the high schoolers were so cool and now i'm a senior it's my last year with it and it's not as cool. there wasn't as many people we took short breaks and finished quickly it was cool to think back a lot..  I'm not too worried about the testing I tried my best had to guess with some stuff but I can't change it now . thankfully monday the 1st day they didn't take too long to get started ..Then today after the last day as usual we went to cicis and saw some friends and that was cool . Sunday I find out if i get a solo for church or not i kinda hope not i'm afraid i'd mess up the tempo idk what will happen i think i'll be a back up and maybe asked to sing something else? We'll see but wish me luck ..I'll write later have a good day! 

random

Well mostly i've had me trying to do school, work and that such my thursday work started again a while ago and it's gone pretty well .. that's mostly what's been interesting the 13th i skipped graduation meeting to go to a lock in at church instead that was fun and mom and kay told me what happened so that was good .. i tried out for a solo we shall see idk if i even want it anymore i'm afraid i'll mess up but we'll see..  then valentines day i slept ( fun fun! ) and babysat for the 8 year olds and up while parents watched fireproof it was crazy but finally got the room clean again i'm not as used to that age but with the camp i applied to i 1st asked for 5-9 if i got it i could be with kids as old as 12 which would be taller then but but oh well. i would survive but i dont even have the job yet. 

i finally had my last day with the 5 and 6 years old during sunday school i'm glad it's done but i do think i'll miss them.. but it's not like i won't be able to see them i might go back to helping later. but we'll see i took pictures of them all i've done that a lot before but i just wanted to since it was my last day i had them sign their names most likely not all of them but oh well a few of them were sweet one girl just wanted to get on my lap and then another boy so i had too.. then another one came and hugged me  . :-) but yeah then i had to help a 4 year old that was in there in the bathroom not the most fun but oh well.

went to church  and MY sunday school that was nice glad i'll get to do that more.. oh yeah winterjam was last night that was fun . got more into it later i was so worried i was gonna be dehydrated but i was ok i probably do need to drink more water .. things have been crazy for me for forgive this blog being jumbeled .. i was sick several days ago ate something wrong had crazy bathroom schedule that was so annoying then went to the senior social at a church place was pretty fun..

i ate way too much and am drinking a huge soda but i think now i'm gong to drink water instead :-) i haven't been able to sleep in past few days and won't be able to i have testing this week and then work so.. but friday i will, i'll survive, hopefully.. tonight choir then collective not in it .. tuesdsay gotta record my part i hope i do good in it .. i just gotta be peppy and annoying i'm going over the top with this part i need to get lots of stuff done maybe i'll drink water do a bit of ironing and later get stuff done for testing tomorrow and after i get home get some school or chores done.. i'm glad i'm homeschooled thank you God. kay's sick i hope she feels better soon.. poor kay kay :-(  so that was my very jumbeled blog about what's been going on lately..