hey ! it's been a bit .. i've had a pretty good week and a half it was sortof dampened by the fact my friends grandmother died which was sad for her i went to the funeral and that day i was also just thinking about the future kay's getting things more straightned out for her so wanting to think about mine so more it's so cool to think i can do what i and God want me to do . :-) and i had a good talk for kay. i love sisters. and also that  even what i think is impossible really isn't if God is behind me . iv'e got so much stuff but right now i'm just being hapy. there's some family stuff with us right now it's hard but i'm trying to trust God and know he's in control even though it really seems this shoudln't be happening looks like it is what will happen.. anyways things will come back .. i will have chores to do songs to pratice singing but i'm just happy now. Today was great really more tonight i helped with the 5 and 6 year olds as usual that was good then service came home ate lunch went on the computer and came home went at 3 to work on skit which was really fun last skit a girl ad-libbed and made fun of her now i get to make fun of her it's easy which is good since it's next week .. then yeah choir was good i really liked all the songs then we danced randomly the cupids shuffle and the electric slide  after that and that was cool , ate then went to small groups we went to starbucks and just hung out and played phase 10 i think i might have won i'm not sure? haha and then i came home and listend to music it was really cool to just  get away for a minute . but yeah that's whats going on with me mostly i hope to  stay happy and trust in God . hope you all can do the same! church stuff coming up graduation social that kinda stuff oh and anybody wanna buy chocolate? that would be awesome