I am done with school for the semester and am currently on break. It has been fun. I made 1 c 3 b's and one A :-) wohoo! last bit was hard.. it helped I didn't have to take the math exam and then the last edu 119 test wasn't really a final it was just an ordinary test which was nice. Hung out with thomas and kay some which has been fun, my boyfriend blake, hoping to hang out with my friend marissa soon. Christmas was good . Christmas eve went to a party with blake and then the christmas eve service. pretty different then when i used to play monopoly with my two sisters watch rudolf and the grinch every year.

We've all grown up now... but it had to happen.Anyways it was funny my dad and i had to try and find eggs christmast eve night.. it was crazy. everywhere was either closed or they did not have eggs. Walmart was closed. We had to come home and do without . Found out thomas loved the mac kay got for him ( of course who wouldn't?) then christmas day has the present opening . Everyone liked what they got. I went to a christmas party with blake which was fun. I gave blake his mini glittery lava lamp, coffee mug with coffee beans on it, and his thermos. I think he liked it. He also got friendship bread my mom made. He WOULD have gotten brownies but with not having any eggs yeah... The day after Christmas mom and dad went to raleigh to be close to where the harper christmas was at memas nursing home so me kay and thomas went to memas nursing home the next morning it was a long drive but got there with good timing and everyone was there. it was nice. We had a gift exchange and kept it simple put a number on a gift we drew numbers and you go get your gift. I got wine. And a candle. :-O haha . And now it's almost the new year.. wow. Hopefully will sell books soon and get my new ones. School starts January the 11th fun stuff..

news..

wow has it seriously been that long? wow .. I've been busy with school . well okay with school and facebook.. :-P seriously though homework stinks. Anyways ... lately that's what I've been doing been doing pretty well with classes.. Spanish is iffy . :-/ English i need to work on but i REALLY don't want too.. ha. math is going pretty well edu 119 pretty sure doing really well ... no really big news for the most part doing school.. Adele and Steven moved out then in with his parents . He has a job at billy graham . Adele got another job for the holidays at Christopher and banks. Kay is currently at Thomas's cousins house i think it is for thanksgiving. mom and dad are doing well mom's working dad's taking me to school as usual. i finished the driving with the instructor and am now driving with dad which for the most part has gone pretty well. no more accidents. yaay.but yes .. biggest thing is i started hanging out with my friend blake a lot ... he's in my English class. we started talking over email and found we both like Taylor swift. We went to go hang out at the mall went to starbucks took some pictures and even a video and saw couples retreat it was fun. :-) then after we made soda with our soda maker . We talked some more at school, meant to go see new moon the next week but it was sold out we met some people from school walked around mall with the mall went to their house and watched family guy which was fun. Joked about how poor matthew was the only one who didn't see anyone he knew me blake and audrey all saw someone... hanging with l audrey and matthew was cool. Then blake invited me to thanksgiving at his church and i got to meet his grandparents... as his girlfriend. :-) yes tis true tis true. they were all really nice. The food was really good too. After that monday he was in the student center and i tried to scare him but sadly failed.. tuesday english class went well i only had 1 class that day so that was nice. :-D I got to see blake again which was nice we missed each other which stunk but then I got to see him thursday he came thanksgiving afternoon and night and we watched the truman show and snapped tv show about ladies that plan the deaths of their husbands..it was interesting. haha :-) so yes that's what has been going on with me.

update..

My blog has really lived up to it's name with being sporadic haha. hope you guys don't mind. A lot has happened...

I've gotten in my 1st ( minor) car accident but it all turned out ok everyone was fine ladies car got dented mine was pretty much fine.Started school it's been going pretty well .. got a laptop which is pretty aweomse. I have skype now too! wohoo! except the video part kinda hates me? idk what's the problem.. hahah got people excited i got some guys phone number. I met up with him at school and honestly I didn't like how he approached me and I wasn't sure if he was a christian and it just wasn't going to work out. but i was nice yet honest with him.

Anyways so other then that schoolwork.. been staying up late as usual talking to liz haha. I did a driving school thing with this guy and he told me i needed pedal extensions so i'm getting that and will finish practice driving with the guy then I will hopefully get my license. I start work soon so I hope to break the habit of going to bed late but we'll see how that goes.. been writing pretty cool stuff. :-) other then that school... which has been going pretty good. well i'll write later. take care all!

oh yeah and i got a car! a cute yellow bug. it's adorable! :-D

Well it's been quite a while. i'm all signed up for classes thankfully and the biggest news... I GOT TO GO TO WASHINGTON TO MEET LIZ! it was soooo fun . seriously. even if we did break down in the death trap or really old station wagon. and getting hit with a basketball. but oh well. i loved hanging out with liz. now school is starting tomorrow and i hope it goes well. if you want to know more about my trip read my facebook note hahah. gonna go .

bunch of stuff..

Wow it's been a while! basically i went on the mission trip and it was amazing. well more like a roller coaster but really good one!) and i am really glad i went. When I got back I had a little birthday thing from my family which was cool . mom was wanting to have a sign for me saying welcome home happy birthday but unfortunately it wasn't so mom yelled at steven and was like barbara go in your room! haha. and i came out and it was finished. hah. :-) we had a cake that was good and steak and opened presents. wohoo! haha. then kay came home the next day and she brought a friend home from camp and she really cool i was glad to hang out with kay i missed her a lot . then let's see... been hanging out with friends which has been really cool , keeping me sane while crazy college stuff. a few days oh man.. but hopefully monday i'll get schedule worked out. I'm pretty sure i have my old jobs back at my daycare , only 2 once a week jobs but it's something. I also plan on trying to do student government and if it works out i'm not sure but a movie theater job.. i hope to take 5 classes at community college but we shall see... I want to get stuff done sooner because... I AM GOING TO WASHINGTON TO VISIT MY BEST FRIEND!!! wohoo!! finally after 3 years , we shall meet july 27th. I am VERY excited. i'm going to stay for basically 2 weeks which is good. I'm changing planes so hopefully i'll be able to get 3 new bells to add to my collection. wohoo! then been looking for cars lately which has been pretty cool hopefuly will have one soon. i recently got my permit i'm going to get comfortable driving and then i will go get my license. i can't wait. i will be happy to have a car of my own and when i can drive by myself. but for now thankfully mom and dad and adele are happy to take me places or to ride with me. i've only driven a bit but i will drive more soon probably . but that's mostly what's been going on with me. So that's my update. later.

short and sweet.. like me :-P

wow i haven't posted in a while. I am now graduated. Prom was fun. I went to get hair and nails done that was cool and marissa slept over. I looked pretty good if you say so myself. Adele made me freak out about stuff cleaning for the house for grad. party but it turned out ok. Then graduation was cool glad it's done , watching kay's video made me cry. I'm really glad breanna got to come and graduate. Then a lot of my friends were there , thomas and his cousins, marissa, robyn, chelsey and her mom ,graham darlene, thomas, kara, adele and steven of course. My parents forgot my diploma so they used the speech my mom had written.. oh well. really it was just a blank scroll . oh well. Adele had her reception she wasn't too bad about freaking out about stuff so that was good though I am glad it's over. Now I'm concentrating on getting ready for the mission trip. I'm a student small group leader which is pretty cool . I'm excited for it and hope it goes well. pray for us , we leave saturday!

This month has gone pretty good chores , work , school , giving up on most school ( aka math) haha.  then church stuff ... concerts i forgot when i wrote last so idk but yeah those have been cool had our last collective last week that was kinda sad since i'll be old and graduated in the fall and won't be able to help. i'm not sure if i 'll help with anything with the youth or just do college stuff.. confusing. oh well . i'm sure i'll figure it out!  graduation is getting so close! AHH!  prom is soon too so i'm excited for those! :-)  we have a basically finished patio in our backyard! woohoo! wasn't too fun carrying all those bricks but from the looks of it it's gonna be nice! i let kay do stuff to my hair and i like it! adele got married a few weeks ago and she and her new hubby moved in bit complicated not getting into it but it's been kinda cool having them here. i'm hoping to keep myself busy this summer with work and friends . Kay is leaving the day after graduation which is sad. I'm really excited for the mission trip . We're going to start doing some team stuff which sounds fun and I'm excited! It's coming closer... :-) i'll write later 

Well things are ok around here a bit crazy at times and will get crazier but that's ok. I got poison ivy taking branches to the road .. eh oh well. I helped a bit with the easter egg hunt that was fun. A lot of people spread eggs out for a lot of the time and we would unleash the kids and it wouldn't take 2 minutes to pick them up haha.  Wish we could attack the children on our house and yard! :-P but it was fun. We sang sunday and that went well. I always have fun singing in the choir. Well except once. Then yeah nothing much else ...  school work.. i got tax papers to fill out kinda weird it's like since when do i have to do this ? haha. oh well. 

Craziness and normal stuff

Well things have changed a bit and i won't give you the details because it might change again but it might be between 2 options one will cost money one will earn money and one is short one is long and it's just complicated i'm feeling a bit more intimidated i guess about the long one but again i'm trying to just see what God wants it's complicated a lot things try to band together to intimidate me but i listened to my christian playlist and i prayed and kinda took a time out . Which is what i needed . School is ok i guess. i finished history so now i'm just doing math later i'll do grammar and with math it's eh but i'll just work until i stop in may and i'll take the placement test again at community college to see if i can get a better score. My dad recently got disability. :-) yay! so we should get  somehelp with money which we need pretty bad. 

This fall looks crazy hopefully kay will have a car but something will work out i wish i could drive but so far i can't.. But again who knows? we'll see. 

Mostly i've had chuch chores and school all fun stuff. Kay might take me to go see taylor swift so that would be fun i hope we get to do that. :-)

30 hour famine was great by the way!  we raised a lot of money and i did actually sleep outside it wasn't so bad. We had teams to play games to make you think and our team won we got to pick out $50 worth of food for needy people. it was really cool. then we've had a few concerts and those were fun in one i had solo i did ok i think everyone said so . i was really nervous. Then the other concert i didn't but i just always had fun at both .

It's been cool how much my friends have been such good listeners when i need them to be. I just hope soon i can do the same for them if they need it . I'm not as delicate as some people think. And i guess i'm a bit more ready for people to start taking me seriously. I'm tired of how somet things are going with my friends. 

I might start eventually doing more college things but i wish i wasn't so inbetween . Either way things can be awkward for me but oh well. 

I'll write later. 

God is good all the time

Well things have been a little crazy for me trying to decide what's going to happen this summer ..But I've just had to remind myself it's all in God's hands.. I went bowling tonight and my best score was a 66. wasn't too bad for me I think haha.But lately been trying to do school and chores and church stuff I don't think I got a solo but i don't mind so much..I was worried about the tempo and everything anyways and how I would do with it. But in the end we'll see maybe they forgot to email me. Anwyays well I applied for a job but we'll see about it or the camp job I also applied too I hadn't heard from them in a bit so I emailed them they're checking everything out so that's good I guess we'll see.. Anways I was talking to my ' brother' today and it was really cool He was just there and he let me dump on him stuff and he told me he'd pray for me and told me I don't need to worry so much and I said now is the time I'm hoping to cherish but still to be a good steward of this time and make good use of it and he said even the times you think you wasted mean a lot to you , so that was nice to hear. It's a battle in me really. A lot ( even up to kinda now and yesterday..) I was wanting to get way into school ( more of a different reason but still in that I want to get it done sooner..) I did pretty well that day and I think I'll do more school at night and maybe on saturdays but I never do . Oh well . As long as I'm not slacking all the time... haha. Today I got most of my math done so pretty good.. I actually went to the library and got some books so I was reading some today which was nice.  I finished on my own which is about a girl who goes off to college. It was really good made me think of how eventually I hope to do that.. but one step at a time. Tomorrow night is prom get together and saturday hopefully hanging out with a friend and get to meet her friends. so that should be fun i'll write later 

Testing and such

Ugh I was writing this and i accidently x'd out .. and of course it didn't save it but I've just had testing lately it's been pretty cool thinking how i use to always think the high schoolers were so cool and now i'm a senior it's my last year with it and it's not as cool. there wasn't as many people we took short breaks and finished quickly it was cool to think back a lot..  I'm not too worried about the testing I tried my best had to guess with some stuff but I can't change it now . thankfully monday the 1st day they didn't take too long to get started ..Then today after the last day as usual we went to cicis and saw some friends and that was cool . Sunday I find out if i get a solo for church or not i kinda hope not i'm afraid i'd mess up the tempo idk what will happen i think i'll be a back up and maybe asked to sing something else? We'll see but wish me luck ..I'll write later have a good day! 

random

Well mostly i've had me trying to do school, work and that such my thursday work started again a while ago and it's gone pretty well .. that's mostly what's been interesting the 13th i skipped graduation meeting to go to a lock in at church instead that was fun and mom and kay told me what happened so that was good .. i tried out for a solo we shall see idk if i even want it anymore i'm afraid i'll mess up but we'll see..  then valentines day i slept ( fun fun! ) and babysat for the 8 year olds and up while parents watched fireproof it was crazy but finally got the room clean again i'm not as used to that age but with the camp i applied to i 1st asked for 5-9 if i got it i could be with kids as old as 12 which would be taller then but but oh well. i would survive but i dont even have the job yet. 

i finally had my last day with the 5 and 6 years old during sunday school i'm glad it's done but i do think i'll miss them.. but it's not like i won't be able to see them i might go back to helping later. but we'll see i took pictures of them all i've done that a lot before but i just wanted to since it was my last day i had them sign their names most likely not all of them but oh well a few of them were sweet one girl just wanted to get on my lap and then another boy so i had too.. then another one came and hugged me  . :-) but yeah then i had to help a 4 year old that was in there in the bathroom not the most fun but oh well.

went to church  and MY sunday school that was nice glad i'll get to do that more.. oh yeah winterjam was last night that was fun . got more into it later i was so worried i was gonna be dehydrated but i was ok i probably do need to drink more water .. things have been crazy for me for forgive this blog being jumbeled .. i was sick several days ago ate something wrong had crazy bathroom schedule that was so annoying then went to the senior social at a church place was pretty fun..

i ate way too much and am drinking a huge soda but i think now i'm gong to drink water instead :-) i haven't been able to sleep in past few days and won't be able to i have testing this week and then work so.. but friday i will, i'll survive, hopefully.. tonight choir then collective not in it .. tuesdsay gotta record my part i hope i do good in it .. i just gotta be peppy and annoying i'm going over the top with this part i need to get lots of stuff done maybe i'll drink water do a bit of ironing and later get stuff done for testing tomorrow and after i get home get some school or chores done.. i'm glad i'm homeschooled thank you God. kay's sick i hope she feels better soon.. poor kay kay :-(  so that was my very jumbeled blog about what's been going on lately..

YOU'RE 19!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIZZYBETH!!

  so i've had to post this in here i forgot to tell you why unfortunately i right now most likely in another state but did i let that stop me ? no way! Elizabeth lives in WA distance doesn't matter as long as i am able i'm going to do everything in my power to stay in contact with her! 

30 when you look me in the eyes -  I look forward to the day when I can look you in those green eyes( no matter where it is , here , there or in the bermuda triangle ) and tell you i love you. i think i've found my ' home ' in you , i hope you have too. you're the 1st person i hope to be online i miss you when i'm not talking to you a lot , i can be myself when i talk to you and i hope it's that way for you. One reason why i'm doing this is to give you a great birthday and up until , I want to let you know some reasons connected to a song of why i love you and i hope you've liked all of this .  i'm pretty sure i know you can't wait to finally look me in the eyes , and that's a reason why i love you! 

So elizabeth ... go here .. I hope you like it!  I have a playlist you can go to my account and look at it if you want it's got all the songs in the video in order so you can listen to them all. :-)  I LOVE YOU!!!  sorry if sometimes it's hard to read all of something. 

For lizzybeth.. her birthday is tomorrow!!!

Elizabeth is turning 19 soon... so i'm doing everything to try and make sure she has a great birthday and even been working on it longer.. so I have been working on sending a reason why i lover her almost everyday from songs ... you will see more on her birthday if you read this why... so here's one .. i've also sent her some of our funny conversations for a while and that's what's above.. 

29you and me together - This one is easy change the lyrics of the 1st part about problems with other people this could almost be our theme song. Again about it but i don't think the distance will hopefully not break us. baby i'm telling you this again  :  IF somehow we grew apart and we found each other again somehow DON'T hesitate to contact me. I just pray to God that we after that soon we will be able to get back together again but i don't want us to grow apart. 

 If change does come and it DOES happen I just hope to make enough friendship left despite change to keep this  for you ...I want to make this declaration to you : Elizabeth Mae Moberg : come  hell or high water I hope to do everything in my power to always be there for you , I love you so much. I think with you and me together we can break through the barriers that may try and hurt our friendship and you love me too and want to be friends until we die at 114 or so  ( which is good because i'll always be around) ..

  don't let the above depress you by the way the future is so obscure and i'm looking at the logic of how time has strained other friendships but i think with us we will never completely lose ours and i know you think that too which is why i love you ! 

In the past week things have gone well

Well Chuch and school is mostly what's been going on and that's been going pretty well. Haha during sunday school a little girl was telling me what all she's allergic too and it was quite a bit of stuff.. she told me she's allergic to mermaids, bats , and pumpkins.  I asked her if she had seen a mermaid before she said no because she was allergic to them. Pretty smart for a 5/6 year old. Gotta love little kids.. most of the time! :-P  then trying to do math.. i hope to catch up tomorrow i got 2 lessons done yesterday i was hoping to do the same but didn't i didn't even correct all the problems i got wrong.. oh well. I have a few more chapters in this history book then can move on to the 2nd one fun fun.. I am so glad i'm homeschooled. Work was today that went pretty well.. I sold 1 candy bar.. whoop-de-doo! haha. hopefully i'll sell more later and at my thursday daycare job which starts next week! yay! Got to work with Jana again which was really fun! I'm working more now on applying to the grocery stores and such i'm hoping that'll work out wish me luck!

yummy dinner

I had a very good dinner! it was awesome we had hungarian goulash with rice :-D yay! well the yesterday it snowed that was really cool i went and took pictures i didn't my ussual mini snowman i would make but oh well. i had a good time and i came inside and drank a lot of warmed tea. i babysat a 2 year old from 12 till past 5.. i was worried at 1st about what i would do with a 2 year old for that long but it went well will didn't take a nap but it went alright other then that and once he just wouldn't finish peaches before i would give him some goldfish but oh well. i had fun playing with will he would jump on me and say' gotcha ' and i would pick him up and tickle him and be like no i don't think so and tell will was my prisoner and tickle him and later dump him on the couch or something. I even would put him on my back i would just have to walk like a hunchback because he wouldn't hold on to my neck tightly enough all the time. Will had 2 great danes one was in the basement the other one was upstairs he was huge! He wasn't exactly taller then me but i wasn't much taller then him. Twice i forgot to put the stool back on the couch so he wouldn't go on the couch and would find him on it i would shoo him off and thankfully he did get off but it was grudgingly.  He's the little boy on top of my blog. While i found the shows we watched at times funny what i really had the best time with was playing with play dough. 

Well this really stinks but i didn't get the library job i don't know exactly where i'll work i'm thinkinng target or a grocery store or something? i really wish i was 18 my friend megan works at a daycare place with good hours but no.. not till later .. i'll find something i'm sure . any suggestions anybody? 

Anyways let's see what else.. Been tryign to do school it was going ok but i don't like math.. I've been practicing the music for choir and it's great. :-D Kay's got a camp interview so other then saturday going to sell chocolate i'll be by myself.. yay! i can sing without her getting mad

We've got some graduation stuff done which is good nothing much else.. i'll write later!

 hey ! it's been a bit .. i've had a pretty good week and a half it was sortof dampened by the fact my friends grandmother died which was sad for her i went to the funeral and that day i was also just thinking about the future kay's getting things more straightned out for her so wanting to think about mine so more it's so cool to think i can do what i and God want me to do . :-) and i had a good talk for kay. i love sisters. and also that  even what i think is impossible really isn't if God is behind me . iv'e got so much stuff but right now i'm just being hapy. there's some family stuff with us right now it's hard but i'm trying to trust God and know he's in control even though it really seems this shoudln't be happening looks like it is what will happen.. anyways things will come back .. i will have chores to do songs to pratice singing but i'm just happy now. Today was great really more tonight i helped with the 5 and 6 year olds as usual that was good then service came home ate lunch went on the computer and came home went at 3 to work on skit which was really fun last skit a girl ad-libbed and made fun of her now i get to make fun of her it's easy which is good since it's next week .. then yeah choir was good i really liked all the songs then we danced randomly the cupids shuffle and the electric slide  after that and that was cool , ate then went to small groups we went to starbucks and just hung out and played phase 10 i think i might have won i'm not sure? haha and then i came home and listend to music it was really cool to just  get away for a minute . but yeah that's whats going on with me mostly i hope to  stay happy and trust in God . hope you all can do the same! church stuff coming up graduation social that kinda stuff oh and anybody wanna buy chocolate? that would be awesome 

The way you love me

I wanted to write something a prayer i had the other night. I wanted to start with a bit from new moon..

 ( i didn't write the next paragraph it's from new mooon , if you're reading twilight don't read this otherwise you'll be confused and like what the heck or it'll give something away and you'll be mad at me . it's from new moon page 375. it  was written by stephanie meyers )in case you hadn't read the story edward left bella thinking he didn't love her jaccob is her best friend who loves her but she doesn't love him like that.  She was heartbroken and hears his voice when she's doing something dangerous so she can't get edward from her mind but she loves Jacob too  as a friend and he's really helped her through it all and she's thinking.

" I remember wishing that Jacob were my brother. I realized now that all I really wanted was a claim on him. It didn't feel brotherly when he held me like this . It just felt nice- warm and comforting and familiar. Safe. Jacob was a safe harbor. I could stake a claim. I had that much within my power. I'd have to tell him everything I knew that . It was the only way to be fair. I'd have to expain it right , so that'd he know I wasn't settling , that he was much too good for me. He already knew that I was broken, that part wouldn't surprise him, but he'd need to know the extent of it. I'd even had to admit that I was crazy - explain about the voices I heard. He'd need to know everything before he made a decision . But even as I recognized that necessity , I knew that he would take me in spite of it all .He wouldn't even pause to think it through. I would have to commit to this-commit as much of me as there was left-every one of the broken pieces. It was the only way to be fair to him. Would I? Could I? Would it be so wrong to try and make Jacob happy? Even if the love I felt for him was no more then a weak echo of what I was capable of , even if my heart was far away , wandering and greaving for after my fickle Romeo , would it be so very wrong?"

I want to point out something.

I think that's how so many people feel. Damaged goods. I just hope people know no matter  how many times you've felt like this, no matter how many times you've messed up, God loves you so much he just wants you to confess to him and follow him . He doesn't want you to feel pain anymore. A reason I wanted to do this was to compare things ( THIS COMPARISON ISN'T HOW I FEEL ABOUT THE TWILIGHT BOOKS SO NO COMMENTS ' EDWARD IS BETTER ' OR ANYTHING PLEASE ) I wanted to use this part of the book because of the pain and how torn she is. Anyways my comparison is that Jacob's love is like how God's is for us , he wants us despite how broken we are and to fix us . The love bella has for edward can be compared to how we feel pulled to our own desires. The control we think we have over our lives, the friends that we could lose , the secret sins we enjoy and don't want to give up.  We worry if we can givei t up, how it wouldn't be fair to God if we couldn't. ( which in reality our flesh will always be a part of us so we will always mess up , we just need to come back to God for forgiveness) 

And now a prayer I wrote a few nights ago.

Lord how you love me is so great. , so amazing. I don't know how you do it. I wish I could . Oh I konw what you made me , but LORD, how could you as a human with ' no beauty or majesty that would draw us to you' ,how much more ordinary am I ( And you see us so much better , how bad we really are!) how much more more unloveable am I, a sinner. LORD I can understand a hair of a drop , no a molecule of a drop, and that drop is in the ocean. Like how a mother loves her child. He causes her pain , so much pain LORD. He is ugly after he comes out of the womb, yet a mother would do just about anything for that baby , she doesn't think of it as ugly ( or am I wrong?) yet I understand why you would want to be loved but you know there is so much pain , you knew about . I'm pretty positive I couldn't do that. . I don't know why or how you love me for sure . I don't think I can really comprehend it. I do know when: from the beginning you loved me and I'm asking a different one , I understood the answer to the question What now? To love the LORD my God with all my heart , stength and mind . I can't do it I don't know why yet you love me anyways... So I want to try - Barbara Harper p.s. I love you. 

I just want to add again LORD you're so amazing you know we will hurt you, you know at times we will love you then for some  crazy reason we get distracted and put that before you. What you deserve for giving your life for us , our love and trying to thank you and live for you we can't even give you that. So I still don't know why you love me and I know I'll fail but I want to try and love you help me do that LORD.

  I have an idea now .. I'm going to make a blog just for writing about God's love. oh and you should listen to the song ' the way you love me ' by ZoeGirls it's an amazing song.

My day

 i felt like posting again .. 

 Today i went and helped at the church because i was asked that was pretty cool talked to this lady.. turned in checks so i have more money in my bank account wohoo! came home ate lunch yummy leftovers .. :-D let's see then went on the computer got some math done hung out some clothes i washed .. took a shower ate dinner and went to a little party for people who had helped teach sunday school that was funny there was good desserts and we played catch phrase which was really fun. It's kinda funny to watch how into it some people get throwing it to the next person trying to get people to guess . haha. good times good times. somehow even with crazy crossroads people :-P Then I watched house bunny with carrie and kay and now i'm just online chilling.. tomorrow nothing really chores maybe chilling around here ... then sunday connections day and a swat meeting for the mission trip.. fun fun! And some more next week but hopefully i'll be able to tell you those myself as they come! 

What's been going on lately

Alright I'm actually posting again I guess since i was preparing to write something in my other blog i was thinking of what i could put in here.This morning when I woke up wasn't that great I heard the washing machine running and i'm ugh! I heard it buzz meaning it was done.I thought my dad had started it earlier ( because i didn't do it the yesterday) and I wasn't looking forward to the 1st thing I do in the moring be to have to go hang out clothes or that someone else had felt they had to start the clothes I had been planning to do them . Anyways I did put them up and I had music so that made it a bit better but i stil wasn't the happiest I got some more clothes washed and then had to figure where to put them my mom helped me I was then annoyed when i did get to get ready in the morning i was putting my contacts in and frusterated about this one wasn't getting clean and i would put it in and it was irritating my eye kay heard me and she actually called thomas and had him cheer me up  which was nice and she talked to dad i guess and he said it was nice i had done the clothes but really (i didn't realize this till later it was adeles clothes i just beat her to them she did thank me i was just in a bad mood ) that he didn't want me to be upset i explained it and he's oh you can let adele do her clothes , and that he doesn't want to work me too hard.  i'm glad i have a family that's nice when i'm in a bad mood like i was , even when i know i shouldn't let it. anyways what's been going on with me... . 

 i've been good i might get a job at my local library i'm hoping. I'm excited about it I had an interview and that went pretty well. I would get a vacation time , I could switch times with other library pages if I needed too which would be really good , and I have less hours during school full time in summer . And even a bit of holiday time which would be great. I'm hoping and praying about it . I could finally see if I could be cut out for library work..  I've got graduation ( crazy I know! ) , prom  so some fun senior things coming up so i'm excited. i'm hoping for a mission trip to WV and help with a Bible school  and do concerts in a park and do mission work i really want to go if i get the library job which i hope to .( i would get vacation and use it then i just have to ask before and if i DON'T then i'll have off on my birthday that's right it's during my birthday. One reason why I really want to go. I think it would be fun to be around friends. Even though I'll be turning old as the vbs kids will think i'm sure though i don't look at it least. 18 does sound old for me and I'm kinda glad i'm not there yet.) 

 I did well in my soc class I got a B, the Xmas spectacular went well ( Xmas show at my church i helped serve and sang in the choir ) i really enjoyed that I had a fun time new years at a lock in .. I'm going to continue my daycare jobs  ( though kay isn't coming with me to the wednesday job... :-(  but oh well they're getting someone else..) even if i get the library job actually i'm pretty sure , if i dont' get the libray job my friend carrie will help me make a resumme and I'll apply to other places. I've finally got my schedule more worked out I think with school , I plan on just finishing up home school for right now and working on college classes later. It's hard to work , class, and homeschool at the same time. Just 2 can be tough! Anyways So that's whats been going on lately other then church stuff , school and chores. Oh another tibit I went to the dentist and it'll be time soon for me to get my wisdom teeth out and surprise surprise kay too! We really are a package deal , work together a lot , class together sometimes ,braces on and off together , and now wisdom teeth taken out together! it is crazy! so wish me luck with that. Well i hope you all are doing well i'm going to go I hope to try and post more but we'll see and go read my other blog with elizabeth!